Monday, September 28, 2009

my haunted mind


Before I tell you what a freak I am, first let me tell you how normal I am.
Here is the truth:

I have a husband, two beautiful boys, a dog. I have a mortgage on a three bedroom home with a fabulous garden in the leafy green suburbs. I have a succesful career, a couple of degrees and diplomas and I'm active in a healthy hobby. I have contact and positive relationships with my parents, all my siblings, in-laws, grandparents, aunts, uncles and cousins. I have no shortage of fantastic friends. People love me. I'm smart, I've sat an IQ testing with a certified psychologist and exceeded 145. I have travelled the world, visiting over 25 countries. I holiday in my own country regularly. I'm religious. I'm an active member of my church, I teach an adult Sunday school class and do my bit in the community. I'm 34 years old, 5'6", blonde, slim and reasonably attractive.

This is the truth about me.
This is also where the truth ends.
I have Factitious Disorder.
The rest of me, my history, experience, memories, struggles, illnesses, thoughts and feelings may or may not be true. The rest of this blog is the subjective possible truth life. The rich tapestry of reality, imagination, facts, lies, opinions, fabrications, dreams and nightmares will weave through the this blog.
What is truth, and what is not?
Honestly?
Not even I could tell you.
Welcome to my haunted mind.

Isynia Mind

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